What happens,
What happens after you’ve been physically drained
Physically starved
Too used to pain
Too used to cold rain
Too comfortable with mediocre
I guess I just wanna Love with no restrictions
But how can I when I only know rejection
Whether it comes from outside or in
I ain’t trying anymore
I keep saying that and landing in a ditch
So I blind myself
Plucked my eye out so I couldn’t see your soul
So I couldn’t hear your heart cry
to silence my own
I just wanna love
But perceptions were too primitive
For comprehension
Maybe in younger light I may be able to see better
But will these new sights
Overwhelm me beyond my expectation,
Is it that I must search for the positive in it all
simply accept these hot coals under my feet as truth
That I myself chose
A truth
That my eye failed to uncover when it was needed most
Im just here trying to make sense of it all
But I feel like that’s costing me my sanity
I feel like knowledge is fucking lonely
We all want to feel love.
Only a few want to know love.
Please explain the difference between Love & God
Too Quick to capitalise that g
You miss how they capitalise
On your yearning for knowledge
An infinite prospect 9